Tony's Story December 05, 2017 12:42

 
"When I first met Louisa, the FCW volunteer, I told her that it had been a very long time since I’d put needle and thread to anything, but she patiently walked through a re-introduction. I went back to my cell with a kit for a pin cushion and a few small concerns: could I do it? Would I make a mess of it?
 
After a few initial nerves and one or two false starts – tent stitch? Basket weave? What did she say? - I got the job done. When Louisa returned a few weeks later, I proudly handed over my bloated offering and received my next assignment. My journey had begun.
 
Since then I have not looked back. I became FCW wing coordinator and received a Volunteering and Leadership Award that year, which was also unexpected and much appreciated. I continued in the role for a couple of years, completing an unusual artist's commission and plenty of other wonderful patterns and kits. I was concerned when I was re-categorised that I might not find FCW in the establishment to which I might be sent. However, when I arrived here I was pleased to spot the tell tale hardened fingertips and concentrated squint of a FCW stitcher and he soon put me on to the co-ordinator. One waiting list and 10 months later and I was back in the familiar swing of elephants, dogs, beetroots and tea cosies (not everyone gets to use that phrase!)
 
It’s not just about the sewing and getting paid which some might suggest is the motivation – nor is it about filling sometimes long and arduous hours of free time, though that is true for some. No, what I find most gratifying about FCW is that my efforts are not judged in the light of my crimes, nor the fact that I am in prison, but rather on their own merits – the artistry, the attention to detail and the aesthetic pleasure they give to people. That truth and the knowledge of it is more valuable to me and more illustrative of a truly rehabilitative approach than many I have come across in the prison system. Thank you to FCW and all those members of the public who continue to support our endeavours. You show us what our work, and thereby we, are truly worth."